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Saturday, March 3rd, 2001
6:30 pm
um.... yeah
I havn't written in here for like frickin 5 million years because I have no friends lol and I am stuck home because I have no friends and my sister is a bitch! well I have no song this time sorry! maybe next time!
Sunday, January 21st, 2001
1:16 am
MY THEME SONG!
It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.
About the fear of your mind, go for it.
It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.
You gotta show em, how bad you really want this, so

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work together, dream, on your hopes you must lean, From your fears, you have to win yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything

Are what you believe, you got to bring the Heat.
Set the pace, competitions take the lead.
This is it, all eyes on you.
So stay on point and prove,
that you deserve whats long overdue.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work together, dream, on your hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to win yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything

My heart is still recovering,
From a heartbreak of another kind,
I'm still drying my tears.
Getting over my own fears in my life.
So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,
To give it my all

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work together, dream, on your hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to win yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work together, dream, on your hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to win yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything

Current Mood: aggravated
Tuesday, January 16th, 2001
8:27 pm
my weekend
Ok we had a 3 day weekend and it was pretty cool. ok here we go. On Sunday I had my new friend Leann spend the night (she's from England and she's gorgous!) and she had never been to the movies I guess it's diffrent in England? and I took her to the late movie and we saw Save the last dance wich KICKS ASS!!!!!!!!! I Loved it sooo much. Then on Monday I went up to Boulder to visit my sister Julie who goes to CU. we went out to lunch with my mom and went shopping at the new mall called Flat Iron Crossing (by the flat iron mountins) and I bought a new pair of boots that make me 5 1/2 inches taller (my sister and I measured lol!) and a shirt from Steve Madden. Then I came home took a bath and watched TV, well I was watching 7th Heaven and I never cry in movies or tv shows for that matter and this acctually made me cry! it was sooooooooooooooooooo sad!!!!!!!!! so so so sad! well I don't think anyone is ever going to read this:( so I'm just gonna shut up now talk to you later! bye and my neighbor called me when I was in the shower hmmm..... what could this mean?

Current Mood: surprised
Sunday, January 14th, 2001
9:17 am
I Drive Myself Crazy
This song goes to my neighbor and David you know this is how I feel.
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
I drive myself crazy
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

Current Mood: embarrassed
9:10 am
Everything I Own
You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
You set me free, you set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you
I would give everything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again
You taught me how to love
What it's of, oh what a time
You never said too much
But still you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go
I would give everything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again
Is there someone you know
You're loving them so
But taking them all for granted
You may lose them one day
Someone takes them away
And they don't hear the words you long to say
(Spoken)
You know baby
My love will always stay true
That's right
Cause there is no me, without you
I would give everything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

Current Mood: excited
Thursday, January 11th, 2001
6:01 am
troubles is my new nickname
Ok I'm having lots of problems starting mostly with my neighbor I'm not going into details on that one. Then my mom and my sister are both bitchy and my mom won't quit talking to me and it's soooooooo annoying and anything and everything I do is NEVER enough for them! I do soo much shit for them and then I ask for one thing and they bitch at me! and I really don't know what do about my neighbor I'm soo confused someone just rescue me take me in your arms with your tender charm lol jk you know that oldies song? ok yeah I'm a moron! but on the other hand there is this cute kid in my American history class but the funny thing is I don't even know my name hehe! and the teacher has a seating chart thingy and so she doesn't say his name and it is driving me nuts! but I have no chance with him whatsoever so who am I kidding hehe well I'm gonna shut up now talk to you later bye
P.S. TROUBLES IS MY NEW NICKNAME BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAVE THEM !

Current Mood: annoyed
Tuesday, January 9th, 2001
9:31 pm
Insecure
Looking In
You look at me and see the girl
Who lives inside the golden world
But don't believe
That's all there is to see
You'll never know the real me
She smiles through a thousand tears
And harbors adolescent fears
She dreams of all
That she can never be
She wades in insecurity
And hides herself inside of me
Don't say she takes it all for granted
I'm well aware of all I have
Don't think that I am disenchanted
Please understand
It seems as though I've always been
Somebody outside looking in
Well here I am for all of them to bleed
But they can't take my heart from me
And they can't bring me to my knees
They'll never know the real me

Current Mood: indescribable
Sunday, January 7th, 2001
10:42 am
Angel

Artist: Shaggy
Album: Hotshot
Title: Angel
Shooby dooby dooby doo woi
Shooby doo
Oh
Shooby doo dooby doo boi oi
Yeah, ah
Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady
Life is one big party when youre still young
But whos gonna have your back when its all done
Its all good when youre little, you have pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation
Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady
Youre a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin that you needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Takin a beatin, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I have for you is so strong
Been together so long and this could never be wrong
Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady
Uh, uh
Girl, in spite of my behavior, said Im your savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, say girl I surrender
(Thanks for giving me your love)
Girl, in spite of my behavior, well, you are my savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, well, girl I surrender
(Said thanks for giving me your love)
Now life is one big party when youre still young
And whos gonna have your back when its all done
Its all good when youre little, you have pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation
Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady
Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Current Mood: mischievous
Wednesday, January 3rd, 2001
9:05 pm
independent woman
Lucy Liu... with my girl, Drew... Cameron D. and Destiny
Charlie's Angels, Come on
Uh uh uh

Question: Tell me what you think about me
I buy my own diamonds and I buy my own rings
Only ring your cell-y when I'm feelin lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave
Question: Tell me how you feel about this
Try to control me boy you get dismissed
Pay my own fun, oh and I pay my own bills
Always 50/50 in relationships

The shoes on my feet
I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing
I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin'
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin'
I'll buy it
The house I live in
I've bought it
The car I'm driving
I've bought it
I depend on me
(I depend on me)

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that
Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that

Tell me how you feel about this
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent
Question: How'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on noone else to give you what you want

The shoes on my feet
I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing
I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin'
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin'
I'll buy it
The house I live in
I've bought it
The car I'm driving
I've bought it
I depend on me
(I depend on me)

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that
Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that

Destiny's Child
Wassup?
You in the house?
Sure 'nuff
We'll break these people off Angel style

Child of Destiny
Independent beauty
Noone else can scare me
Charlie's Angels

Woah
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that

Current Mood: bouncy
Monday, January 1st, 2001
3:31 pm
When your eyes say it
When your eyes say it

I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
And when you say those words
It's the sweetest thing I've ever heard

Chorus:
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it

I love all the ways that you show me
You'll never leave
And the way your kisses, they always convince me
Your feelings run so deep
I love the things you say
And I love the love your touch conveys

Chorus

But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it, say it

And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me

Chorus

But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it

Current Mood: devious
Sunday, December 31st, 2000
12:02 am
Again
Again

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Or take your crown, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I've searched through time, I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen, without her king
I've longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

Current Mood: cold
Friday, December 29th, 2000
5:29 pm
my neighbor's song
Adia
Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...
Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?
Adia I thought we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?

Current Mood: lonely
Thursday, December 28th, 2000
8:32 pm
When your eyes say it
When your eyes say it

I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
And when you say those words
It's the sweetest thing I've ever heard

Chorus:
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it

I love all the ways that you show me
You'll never leave
And the way your kisses, they always convince me
Your feelings run so deep
I love the things you say
And I love the love your touch conveys

Chorus

But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it, say it

And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me

Chorus

But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it
5:26 pm
the day after X-mas
Ok the day after Christmas I got the flu and it fucking sucked asssss!!!!!!!!!!! I'm almost completely recouparated or whatever lol! now I'm just trying to get rid of the stuffy head and headaches and the heartache that my neighbor has caused me:( talk to you all later bye!!!! p.s. I had a happy Chanukah if anyone cares which I doubt!!! c-ya!

Current Mood: sick
Friday, December 22nd, 2000
11:39 am
No school!!!!
Today is Friday and because of finals we have no school! yes! I am going to the mall and I'm listening to my sister's super mix #2...... funky co madina......... and my buggy shoes it's fun! lol I look like such a scrub today I'm sporting the viser hair up do... oh well I'm just going to get a present for my dad and we might go see a movie.... Center Stage is my favorite. I might go see bounce,miss congeniality,the emporers new groove,what women think, and I really can't wait till the movie "Beautiful" comes out it has the Pepsi girl and Minnie Driver in it. Well I'm being yelled at again by some bitch so I'm just gonna have to stop here I will give you the full update about the mall later!

Current Mood: annoyed
11:26 am
No School!!!
Today is Friday and because of finals we have no school! yes! I am going to the mall and I'm listening to my sister's super mix #2...... funky co madina......... and my buggy shoes it's fun! lol I look like such a scrub today I'm sporting the viser hair up do... oh well I'm just going to get a present for my dad and we might go see a movie.... Center Stage is my favorite. I might go see bounce,miss congeniality,the emporers new groove,what women think, and I really can't wait till the movie "Beautiful" comes out it has the Pepsi girl and Minnie Driver in it. Well I'm being yelled at again by some bitch so I'm just gonna have to stop here I will give you the full update about the mall later!
Thursday, December 21st, 2000
2:38 pm
Finally.....
Ok Stupid fuckin gay ass finals are finally over! today was my last day and I am on Winter Break: ) I am board as hell! I have been home since 12:00 because we only had a half day for finals, and the same as yesterday too! Spanish and Photography were easy as hell! I finished in like 3 seconds, it was a homework assignment we had 2 days before so I was like ummmm ok??? it was sooooooo easy! I think I did ok on my Math.... Public speaking I'm pretty sure I did good on that! I got a 78 out of 115 on my ancient civ and I studied SOOO HARD for that so it kinda pissed me off! and before finals these girls bitched me out on the phone and it was so fucking retarted!
Then my neighbor mad it 20987465342649838743463768127465 bajillion times worse!!!! he just said some really really shity things to me... here I'll just tell everyone the whole fricking story....
I called my neighbor up and told him some stuff that I did because of him but not only him a lot of other things too... and he's like don't do that .... that's not cool to do that for attention. I was like you think I'm doing it for attention! you can walk right over here and look at it! and then we kept talking and I was like so if you hate me I want to hear it now. he goes I don't hate you but we aren't going to be friends again. and I was like well what did I do! and he was like you didn't do anything. and I was like well then why? and he goes mainly it's an age diffrence and stuff like that. and then we hung up with eachother and I was like this is such shit! he is a sophmore and shit like that! well that's about it so I'm gonna wrap it up there!

Current Mood: bored
Thursday, December 14th, 2000
7:13 pm
Down day
Ok..... last night I wasup tell 1:30 A.M. helping my sister with a project and I am sooo STRESSED BECAUSE OF STUPID FINALS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!:(X1000000 and then my friend Brett was thretning to go to the councilers about me and I WAS IN TEARS because of it well I have to study.... it turns out he's not going to thank god! GOTTA GET SOME SLEEP TOO!

Current Mood: stressed
Saturday, December 9th, 2000
5:28 pm
Oh yeah.....
Sorry guys I forgot to add that I am in luv with this kid named Caleb!

Current Mood: loved
5:13 pm
Dance
Ok from like 12:00 this morning until like 5 minutes ago.... I have been dancing my ass off and the dance studio!! that's like 5 hours of dancing today... god damn you should see my feet... I HAVE SOOO MANY BLISTERS! and they hurt like bitch and like half of them are popped.... It's my life though, it was acctually pretty fun besides the fact that both my feet feel broken..... I'll talk to you later!!!!!!
P.S. Lee is a fruit!

Current Mood: flirty
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